only today i had the courage to admit it.


a friend of mine passed away yesterday. people found him dead in front of his house.

i just can't understand this. it's so stupid...

i'll be sharing my grief and pain with my big friend ~MoShPiT, for a great person.

i know that being the biggest slayer fan i know, he'd probably wouldn't like, but i'll dedicate these words for him


Rows of houses, all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again and fade out

This machine will, will not communicate
These thoughts and the strain I am under
Be a world child, form a circle
Before we all go under
And fade out again and fade out again

Cracked eggs, dead birds
Scream as they fight for life
I can feel death, can see its beady eyes
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again and fade out again

Immerse your soul in love
IMMERSE YOUR SOUL IN LOVE


Radiohead - Street Spirit





Rest in peace my friend. I could not be your best friend, but hell, i loved to talk and laugh with you.
I will miss you.
Hope you're in a better place now.

R.I.P. Pedro Trabuco



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